It’s That Time of Year

Posted under Being RSG, Lesbian Issues, Project RSG by Recovering Straight Girl

Fall, the start of school, a new year, a new season just around the corner. It always makes me want to organize.

No, I’m not organizing any more closets.

Organize my family, organize myself, organize my goals, dreams, Things To Do, label things, make new recipes; it’s a new year.

The younger of the DD’s started school today and they both have “new to us” teachers, meaning DD#1 didn’t have either of them. They both seem super nice, and can I say this???

DD#2’s teacher not only super nice, she’s super cute. Like really, super cute. In a totally straight-school-teacher-kind-of-way-super-cute, but super cute. I don’t think however, that a person is allowed to even think those kinds of thoughts about a teacher…God, I would so be going to Hell, if only I believed in it.

So the few minutes of quiet that I had without the little girls around, I pondered the things that I need to organize and design for myself. It’s always good to re-evaluate yourself and your life from time to time. Some people do this at New Year’s; personally, I’m so flippin’ tired after the holidays, I don’t have the energy to reflect then, so I do it in September. Of course, my evaluations are not unlike one of those people who has a mile-long list of New Year’s Resolutions, but I’ll try not to be discouraged.

Besides losing 15 pounds, running five miles a day, going to the gym regularly, and not eating french fries, I’ve begun a new project. The project is one that I have been working on in my head for awhile, and just now had the thought process to put together and begin.

I call it, Project RSG and I made a little header up there at the top which will help to explain. I am gathering information about all of the other Recovering Straight Girl’s out there, who contact me on a regular basis and tell me a little about their stories. My goal is to put some of these stories together and do something with them. I don’t want to put myself out on a limb too much at this point, so for now, I’ll just gather information.

Check it out, and if you are a RSG, share your story with me.  I really am interested and I so appreciate how many of you have reached out to me; I promise I won’t “out” you to anyone, (unless you want me to of course.)

Tomorrow, all the DD’s go back to school, and I’ll have more time for sleeping, The Gym, and my Goal List.

I hope I have enough paper.